Today I celebrated my 48th birthday. My husband R and son J celebrated with me. Our friends C & C came over and we shared some laughter and some delicious cake. It is a great feeling to be loved. I just wish I could love myself a little more, well actually a lot more than I do. I know God would want me to and I am disappointing him by not doing so.
As I turn 48 today, I am reminded of my brother, Chris, who passed away at the age of 48 from Non Specific Hodkins Lymphnoma. I can't imagine dying at 48. There is so much I want to do. So mch I want to change about myself (for the better of course) and so much good I know I can do for others. I want God to use me as a vehicle to reach out to others in need.
My goals for this year are to blog daily,try to exercise daily or at least stretch, eat better, cut back on soft drinks and lose 20 to 30 pounds throughout this next year. So that is is. This is my first blog.
